2013 ~ Mixed feelings
That image probably best depicts my year 2013.
I love ice cream... I love writing... it was a fancy ice cream parlour... I was alone...I enjoyed being alone... I was supposed to be there with someone else... I was there for closure.
Loaded emotionally... were all under statements of the year!
It was rich.. it was fun
It was thought provoking
It was emotionally exhausting
I earned a lot, saved a lot, but spent a lot more
It was worth every penny
Everything I wanted I got ~ Every wish, dream and whim was granted
To help me figure out what I actually needed
To slowly look for maybe
I made amazing friends
But got to know myself best
I learnt a lot
I loved with a reckless abandon, unlike myself
Pulled back too soon
I laughed and cried passionately
Didn't know I could
I even wrote
I coloured my hair red!
I did so much...
So many people
Friends, family, mentor, colleagues, strangers and fellow travellers
At the end of it all, 2013 was a journey where I found myself
Saw what Im capable of
That was the most deepest part of 2013
Like this image... my reaction to myself is a melting pot of mixed feelings
Now its time to look beyond, though
Knowing whats within :)
So knowing what I should expect
2013 was a year when dreams came true
Little bubbles burst... some beautifully, some tragically
2014, I have a feeling, is a year for hopes :)
And thats how new beginnings happen!